| i hate being sad over a boy.
im just scared to see how things work out.
I'm trying to be ok though.
so there's something.
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| sometimes i feel like a puzzle that will never fit together right.
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| I had a staff meeting tonight. I always feel so weird at them. Im done all my christmas shopping...which makes me really really happy. 6 more days until my 1 year aniversary with mike. i cant believe its been that long. Im happy right now. I just got out of the shower. i love feeling clean after a nice hot shower. Im babysitting my favorite kid from work this saturday. i can not wait. i need a tan. my mom told me im to pail and im turning gross..hah what evvv. finals start next week...thank goodness
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| I feel as though i'm trapped inside my own body and all i want to do is get out and it scares me and i hate it and i want to rip my skin off. I've decided i'm going to a psychiatrist because i'm freaking out. I have borderline personality disorder...its awful. I wish there was someone who understood and didn't think i was just making it up.
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